Ok, so I've just had dinner, it was ok, but not great. I planned on having 2 spring rolls with chilli sauce (100) and 100g shepherds pie (100) and an apple (50). I had that and, pudding (200) and a muesli bar (100). It's not quite qualifying as a binge, but I can't purge, 'cos if I do, then I will binge, which I really don't want.
Not much else to say, except, Math homework sucks.
Laterrr
Ok, so I ate even more (I know, gross or what?) total about 1100 cals, I purged some and am about to go exercise, so wish me luck!
Ok, Later Yet Again
So the exercise was a no go because I decided to actually do my homework over stressing out about. That went shitly. (I know it's not a word, but it's the best adjective for how it went.) I cried. Over Math homework. It was hell. It didn't make sense and it felt like it was too hard. It felt like the world was going to end if I didn't do it. It sounds melodramatic now, but at the time, that's how it was. Luckily I have a lovely older brother who I love to death who is the most patient, kind, helpful amazing brother in the world. He is also a math-whiz and helped me loads.
I also feel good, because although it went shitly and I didn't even do it all, I don't feel like B/Ping (Which is what I'd normally do.) I want to have something sweet, but I won't, because that will just end badly.
*hugs* for tomorrow.
Take care
I'm sorry to hear about you purging, I hate it when my food plans go down the toilet...no pun intended. Your brother sounds very nice and I find it perfectly appropriate to cry over math. It is the worst subject ever created...unless you are actually good at it. Take care of your self Hun.
ReplyDeleteStay strong <3