Yay! I'm down again today, which is excellent, but I just got home from school and binged. Shit. Tomorrow I'm going straight from school to my bible study and youth group. I'll take my own food to eat, because I'm freaking out about having to eat there, and in front of other people.
Ok, today I had double Math, and it is excellent, because I have a good teacher and some friends in my class. Then I had double Food, which was horrible because we made Devonshire Tea (Scones with Jam and Cream and Tea/Coffee/Hot Chocolate) and everyone was eating them, so I ate one, because I didn't want to draw attention to myself by not eating any. I was freaking the whole lesson about eating them. Then I had double P.E which was fun.
To combat binging-ness, I plan on having a hot drink as soon as I get home because I use sweetener and they take a while to get through, so hopefully by the time I finish drinking I won't feel the need to binge.
tea usually helps me when I feel like binging, I'm a sweetener junkie too, I have tones of splenda and truiva in my purse >.<
ReplyDeleteCongratz on the loss and thank you so much for the support <3's to you. Stay strong.