Friday. Sucked. Youth group was hell. I ate a regular sized dinner. In front of people. I hate myself and feel fat. I ate chips. I hate this. I hate me. Fuck I don't want to go next week. I'm making sure I get to take my own fucking food if it poisons me. (I couldn't take my own food because it needed to be refrigerated all day, and I couldn't do that while at school, my sister got sick, so my mother couldn't bring it for me, so I had to eat nasty, fattening, normal people food. Hell.
Ok. Being positive. We are reading 'All Quiet On The Western Front' for English. If you haven't read it. Read it. Now. Go buy a copy. I'm only a quarter way through and I already plan on buying my own copy. If you haven't read it, you don't understand the meaning of life. It really helped bring a new perspective to me on war and it has some epic quotes in it. Seriously. Just read it. Before I hunt you down and read it to you.
Lost more today, but will probably gain some tomorrow because of binging. I plan on only eating what meals I absolutely have to eat. (Dinner in front of my parents. Breakfast is a protein shake because I love them to death and coffee. No lunch. Ever. Snack are permitted, but only healthy ones.)
On another note, I could live off of carrots. They're lovely when you get good, sweet ones. And they go crunch. Mmm. I loves them.
I have so much homework. My school bag weighs about 40lbs. I have so much freaking homework. It will take me all day Sunday. (Oh good, busy=no eating.) I need to get a desk for my room so I can do homework in peace.
I feel like posting a picture today so here we go. Crystal Liu Yifei. I love her. She is so amazing. So brilliant. So beautiful. Perfect.
Ok. Being positive. We are reading 'All Quiet On The Western Front' for English. If you haven't read it. Read it. Now. Go buy a copy. I'm only a quarter way through and I already plan on buying my own copy. If you haven't read it, you don't understand the meaning of life. It really helped bring a new perspective to me on war and it has some epic quotes in it. Seriously. Just read it. Before I hunt you down and read it to you.
Lost more today, but will probably gain some tomorrow because of binging. I plan on only eating what meals I absolutely have to eat. (Dinner in front of my parents. Breakfast is a protein shake because I love them to death and coffee. No lunch. Ever. Snack are permitted, but only healthy ones.)
On another note, I could live off of carrots. They're lovely when you get good, sweet ones. And they go crunch. Mmm. I loves them.
I have so much homework. My school bag weighs about 40lbs. I have so much freaking homework. It will take me all day Sunday. (Oh good, busy=no eating.) I need to get a desk for my room so I can do homework in peace.
I feel like posting a picture today so here we go. Crystal Liu Yifei. I love her. She is so amazing. So brilliant. So beautiful. Perfect.
Take care.
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