These days I'm just trying to control my eating. Which means no binging and purging. Which sucks hell. If you've ever binged/purged had bulimia, you'll know how addictive it can be.
Which makes it really hard to get out of. These days I'm binging about once a day, purging anywhere from 2-4 times. Purging is hell. Absolute hell. To try and stop purging, that means eating normally.
Unfortunately I no longer can tell when I'm hungry or not, which leads to over-eating, then leading to purging. Today didn't go as well as I'd planned. I'll try again tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
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